hello dearies! lama kan tak post kt sini. well,actually this blog is a place for me to threw away my anger. haha. lame,huh? well,everything is just goig well till now. act,i miss my AB/AA. not many people knew about this capital represents of wht:) it means my Adopted Brothers and the AA is Abang Angkat ^_^ i've got two AB from chinese,one from philipinnes, three from korea, ^^. we met in my second fb acc,which is definitely,secret.hehe. as fyi,fb have been blocked in china by the government. and i dont know why. is it for this year only,or it is forever. it hurts me when i lost those two AB of mine. cause they're so close with me. i cant tell u how close we are. and..it's up to u whether to choose to believe it or not. losing them, break my heart apart... flow over my tears.. even if i'm smiling and laughing, i'll be so sad looking or even cry if i remembered of those two. as siblings,u know.. we did fight and misunderstood each other. normal things,rite.but my AB are so tolerant. they are so caring and kind. my AB support me the most when i'm upset,having problems n etc. even if we fight, as a brother, they both will apologize and pursue me. haha. i'm spoiled of by them :) i miss them...till i always dreamt of them... oppa...when will u come back? jinjja....i have many things to tell you... i want to laugh with you as we always do. although u're not by my side now,i'll always miss u. although i tell u tht i'll hate u if u go away, i cant. cause u'd steal those pieces in my heart. without those pieces tht u take away, i felt not complete. if i ever have a pic together with u,it wont be this bad when u leave me. :'( i miss u. comeback.
ren xian, yang fan. if u ever read this, u have to always know,tht i'll always miss u and keep u in my mind :') i love you,always n forever, take care!
thankies baca yer dearies!yauww!
sunnies :)
