the secrets of capital AB

hello dearies! lama kan tak post kt sini. well,actually this blog is a place for me to threw away my anger. haha. lame,huh? well,everything is just goig well till now. act,i miss my AB/AA. not many people knew about this capital represents of wht:) it means my Adopted Brothers and the AA is Abang Angkat ^_^ i've got two AB from chinese,one from philipinnes, three from korea, ^^. we met in my second fb acc,which is definitely,secret.hehe. as fyi,fb have been blocked in china by the government. and i dont know why. is it for this year only,or it is forever. it hurts me when i lost those two AB of mine. cause they're so close with me. i cant tell u how close we are. and..it's up to u whether to choose to believe it or not. losing them, break my heart apart... flow over my tears.. even if i'm smiling and laughing, i'll be so sad looking or even cry if i remembered of those two. as siblings,u know.. we did fight and misunderstood each other. normal things,rite.but my AB are so tolerant. they are so caring and kind. my AB support me the most when i'm upset,having problems n etc. even if we fight, as a brother, they both will apologize and pursue me. haha. i'm spoiled of by them :) i miss them...till i always dreamt of them... oppa...when will u come back? jinjja....i have many things to tell you... i want to laugh with you as we always do. although u're not by my side now,i'll always miss u. although i tell u tht i'll hate u if u go away, i cant. cause u'd steal those pieces in my heart. without those pieces tht u take away, i felt not complete. if  i ever have a pic together with u,it wont be this bad when u leave me. :'( i miss u. comeback. 

ren xian, yang fan. if u ever read this, u have to always know,tht i'll always miss u and keep u in my mind :') i love you,always n forever, take care!

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kbmoll

shopping. yeah,bagi aku, perempuan mmg xleh dipisahkan dgn shopping,rite? btw, erm,yesterday i went out with my mom n my lil bro. we had our breakfast at the kb mall food court. there isn't many stalls were open yet. well, it might be still early for them,but for me,they should've been prepared to receive order,am i right? #whatever. my lil bro had special nasi lemak for his breakfast while mine is just the ordinary one. my mom had the simplest breakfast. then, we went to buy blouses.my mom got me two blouses,black and white,with florals. i loke it. thanks mummy. <3 then we went to buy houses's stuffs. i thought that we bought fewer things than the usual,but who knows, we spent off almost rm300. O_O things now is very expensive. aigoo. what to do meyh. money is everything.. is it?

#shoppings. loike tht.

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dear hottest

yeah2,all of u must have known about  korean wave tht have been hitting the whole world isn't it? it  have been like global warming.ehhh, #takderkaitan. haha.lol.okeyh2,let's get back to the topic. 2pm is one of the idol group  which will shortly have their live  tour in malaysia. and yeah,my friend post up something about hottest. #2pm'sfans. it's a video.and yeah.itake a look at it. actually, hottest in malaysia have been so wild and like yeah-hell-crazy.they were like pushing each other till one of the fans tripped off. but she was so lucky,i guess. junho helped her to stand up. C: nice isn't it? but yeah,what's so shame is tht why malaysians WHY u should be the one who's having controversy??!!! it have been spreaded all over the world you know? what a shame lah korang. hottest,please behave urself. i'm not hottest by the way,i'm an elf. but still,i  am concern about guests in our country. *lol,is it??guess so!* so 2pm,wondering if u ever look at my post #daydreaming i would like to apologize behalf on malaysians and hottest deeds at the airport. i'm pretty sure all of you were tired. by the way, junho,u're hero.thanks for helping tht poor girl. ;) and girl,you should thanks him, A LOT.

p/s:wooyoung is from 2pm isn't he? yeah,i'm his fan! hehe. come on,i love ALL people, but being a fan is just different guys.

#jaga.maruah.negara <3

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shj.u.

dear shj;

oppa.it have been for a while since u've been missing.it's like i lost a pearl. a very shining pearl which is used to brigthen up my gloomy days. now u're back. but u're not talking. u know how much it hurts me. u know tht afan had left me and then you follow up him? haven't u had promised me before? not to leave me anymore. u... broke the promise.. u break my heart. u dont know the pain i've been carrying all this while. it bleeds. even if u dont see it. :'( i just want to hate u,but i just cant. u know,tht sky, never fails to remembered me of you. <3

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oh man!

man,u want tht house? yeah me too. i love pools so much! it always drive me crazy when i saw over a pool. ever since i'm a kid till now.  my obses towards those pools doesn't wiped off yet.lol. i miss going to pool. it have been a long time since i've been there last time. mr pool,when will i meet you up again? i miss you damn much!  hufftt.

#i want tht drop dead gorgeous house! ;(

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dont like me?

hehe. yeah. i agree with this. man, i dont live this life to impress you all the time. i'm just ME :) accept me or leave me.simple. ^-^

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kao kecoh lah!

ni nk ckp skeyt lah kan. gorgeous kan gmbr tuh.btw. korang,kalao dah HOTT sangad ta yah lah kecoh2 bagai. tuh perasaan hot satu hal,satau lagi jangan kecohh sangad la derr nan pe yang ko buad tuh. ceit. kao engad aku heran sangad ? puih.xlyn lah aku. boo. :)

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so true!

hehe.this pic.guys,aint this so true???? sometimes i get annoyed with the unknown people. man,why u add me? i dont even know you.=___= got tht? so please stop adding me,u unknown people! :p

#credit to:best quotes page 

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the boys.

*sharp look, yeah!*

boys. what's so special about them. yes, they'll make u fall for them without any intention. but today, umh.  i mean, this post i'd would like to tell yah about,yeah.. most boys' acts in fb. i've found a lot....few??some?? whatever~ they talk among them like facebook were only used by them.  i mean.... the topics about what they're talking about. i bet i dont have to elaborate tht much cause i knew u've seen the same thing before....or u can catch up on wht i'm saying about,rite? they talk like shitt...and so bla bla bla. u know. tht jerky stuff. *rolling eyes* honestly, i dont like the language tht they are using. cant u talk even nicer? is it so hard tht u cant do it even a little bit nicer. come on man, facebook is a worldwide social network. which means tht there are thousands,millions of users there. wake up! if u didn't realize it yet! so boys,behave yourself. i am not talking bad about you. cant you tell tht i ain't looking down on you guys,but u're making me.  C: i'm glad if boys are viewing this. peace no war man,just.. behave yourself, please! :]

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the-oh!

ain't tht necklaces are attracting ur attention? :) i'm pretty sure many of us had own their owl necklaces. i'd seen a few pictures of my friends with those owls necklaces. isn't it is cool? i thought tht it was like a trend rite now? is it? but it cant be denied it is pretty and so catchy. lol. i'd McChicken for dinner. :D nite dearies! heart you!

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the another me.

 post nih na cakap skeyt lah pasal saya. well.dearies, actually,me myself had a complicated personalities. well, u know. sometimes i want to be wild and free. but i  know i cant do tht. i have my dignity tht i've been carrying with. wht i wanna say is...tht this blog could be the diff side of me.  people just love to judge others. isn't it?? :D i used bit of vulgar words here. so sorry, if u cant accept wht i am. then, just go and leave me :D i aint ur doll. i cant be wht u want me to be like. <3

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cumil!

owh. dearies sayang! oh. sangad cumil an? dengki jer aku. kiter ta leh bela. taperlah. tgk dah cukop! x) puppy eyes! owh puppy,you make me melt with your shining eyes! xD <3 heart you!

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tunggu~

ari tuh.aku pas number fon ngan fesbuk aku. tapi aku tunggu2,korang ta add aku un sayang.and sayang,kao ta contact pon aku. aku sedey lah! aku raser cam sial jer pas kertas tuh. naper buad cam nih? aku teraser hati jer nan kaorang sayang. ter'kesot' ati akuh.nih tak,aku yang letih2 cari korang and then add. naseb baek lah aku jumpa.walaopun aku hepi tapi aku jadi tawar hati lah.sebab nampak cam aku terhegeh2 jer na kawan nan kawrang semua. dah.malas cakap banyak lagi.

#tergurisperasaan.

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dia! c:

dia.pretty kan?

thanks kepada dia lah blog saya sangad santekk~! bagi saya lah c: saya suka!  thanks tao kak iera xi! saya nih maseh baru dgn edit2 blog.so,beliau telah menolong sy :D sangad suka. thanks sbb dh bazirkan masa topup kan blog saya kak iera. thanks skli lgi #terharu! so sweet jer warna2 tuh kan. rajen2 lah lawat blog beliau. ada dua. yg kat kak iera xi yg sy mention kt ats  tdi satu and ini juga! so rajen2lah drop by her blog. lagi santekk blog dier!sangad2 lah suka :D enjoy yah dearies!chill!kbaii!~ c:

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ini saya!

my name is shin hyun jae.

15 yo.pmr candidates

love eyeliner and lenses(!)

four eyed girl!yeah~

easily annoyed.

love bloggings! wuuuu~

i love makeup!

swimming and golfing.apparently,always love sports!

nice to meet u olls! c: wink!

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see??!

helo semua! ini blog saia.yes yes.my blog. baruu punya! design blog nih credit to iera xi. hehe so korang.skrg musim tengkujuhkan. huh.tiap2 ari hibernate jer.makan tidor makan tidor. gi sekolah pun tatao na buad per! boredom!  urm. kertas pmr org dah start tanda. ==' berdebarrr. huh. umph.tader idea na tulis per. huft. nnti eh,update balek!yaw! ;D tata semua! malam yah!~

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